In reference to the posts about Pastor Scott.

GOD, What am I to do?  I keep being drawn back to that forum, for what, to prove them or to prove me.  I try to post what I think is what YOU want me to post.  I think, I hope, everything I posted was in a manner that glorified YOU and Jesus and all I get in response is naysayers.  If they can’t find something they can criticize about what I say, they criticize where I got the information from even to the trivial point of using misspelled words to deny it’s validity and not even bothering to actually try to understand what’s being talked about.  And, if they can’t find something about the content or source to complain about, they find something about me to attack that has no relevance to the content at all.  They even attack me when what I wrote agrees with them as evidenced by what they say.  All of this is leading me to think that all of the criticism is spawned by YOUR enemy and our oppressor.  They appear to want a God of their on creation and not YOU.  They seem to want a Jesus that conforms to their criteria and not the one that gave His life for them.  If they acknowledge the REAL YOU and Jesus, that would mean that they would have responsibilities and obligations to YOU and Him and they give me the impression that they can’t handle that because they appear to think that YOU and Jesus are there for them, not the other way around.  So, please help me understand why I keep being drawn back to that place.  I can’t help but feel that there is at least one person there that YOU are using me to try to reach.  But I also can’t help but wonder why this person, if there be even one, does not speak up for YOU.  Why do they keep their mouth shut and allow the naysayers to represent all of the Christians, if there ARE any, on that forum?  Are they some of the ones that YOU refer to as luk-warm?  I’m not the most outspoken person in this world and, I’m sure that there are times when I should say something when I don’t.  Which is a problem I’m working on.  But, at least I do say something now, a lot more than I used too.  All of the past subjects that I have spoken about, I really wish YOU would make the proof to back up what I said available and not let the world, the flesh and the devil obscure it so thoroughly.  I’m trying to stand up for YOU but like with Moses, they wouldn’t believe the first evidence.  If I must keep going back to that place, please provide me with the evidence I need to back up the claims I make of YOUR power and authority and control over everything, including history among the other things I’ve talked about on that forum.

Please Father, in Jesus Name, help me understand.

                                                                                                                                        Harry